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i like to make myself believe, that planet earth turns slowly.
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blahmusic: walk away, kelly clarkson
hello world, yes im still alive.
i've just survived through one of my worst week ever (think pms, 5 assignments due, 1 wedding & 1 21st party).
that was only the 3rd week of school and this trimester must be the craziest one we ever had.
assignments after assignments, deadlines after deadlines.
the only people i meet are schoolmates, family and zx goodness.
anw im blogging cause i finally have internet connection, a stable one.
much drama had happened at home and im too lazy to start ranting again.
these few weeks have been jam-packed with assignments, obligations and movie reviews.
and this is why i cant wait for my holiday to turkey at the end of this year omg omg omg!
school may be tough, relationships may be jeopardised, but im still hanging there.
at the very least, even if everything is screwed up, i still have my clothes to keep me company.
if anybody wants to get me a bday present, either get me a new & BIG wardrobe, or just help me sell my clothes away.
im sick of looking at the huge ass luggage and DFS bags of clothes on the floor, hiding below my table.
and its irritating to not be able to move my hangers freely in my closet, without accidentally ruining my vulnerable clothes or breaking the stupid hangers.
and yes im really tired of organising them every other wk so i can fit my clothes in, such as hanging 2 dresses on 1 hanger or even hanging all my jackets onto 2 hangers.
i think my brother is super annoyed with me for putting my jackets and blazers in his closet.
but i love each and every of my clothes too much to give them away, they're like a part of me, remmants of my past and experience.
you might have worn this particular dress for your first date, this blazer for your first interview.. each and every fabric contains a unique memory of you, it might even smell like you or the place that you have been too.
okay i seriously think i need to attend shoppaholic classes and learn.to.curb.my.shopping.desires.
anw, i finally met the rest of bitch club ytd and we did our catching up as usual.
its scary how everybody are taking different paths in life now; what would we be like in 5 years time?
maybe mat would be in australia unwilling to come back, ling married to her rich man who loves her, zihui the independent power woman, yj setting up a doll shop, jin working hard in the corporate world.
what about me?
would i be in my magazine industry writing columns after columns?
in the pr world devising strategies and plans *eww eww eww*?
would i finally relent and decide to work for my mum?
or would i finally be able to relinquish the happily-ever-after dream of opening my personal cafe shophouse?
i really dont know.
while everybody have this specific goal and are working slowly towards it, i feel like im stuck on the road gathering flowers along the way.
perhaps its not a bad idea to build up my portfolio till i find a suitable job and brush up annoying skills in ps, dw, excel, access etc.
mat asked me this question ytd: "omg zhao how can you stand being together with somebody for so long? wouldnt you feel bored?"
frankly speaking, i was surprised with myself because i didnt even take a sec to think and replied her: "nope, im happy with zx. im very used to him being around."
a 4year relationship, watching each other grow (esp zx in mentality and size hahahah), fighting with each other, doing almost every other thing together. yeah, im definitely not bored of it.
simply because, every day i wake up, it feels like a brand new day to me. everytime we meet, whether happy or not, it feels like a whole new relationship to me. even if i know he's such a blockhead at times, i'll still try to drop subtle hints here and there. and even if i know he might not get it, i cant resist using the chance to start chiding him :D
i may not be the best gf around, but i definitely sense the effort he has put into the relationship. i used to hate all the light pecks he places on my forehead because its kinda embarrassing, but im learning to appreciate them now (:
all the petty fights, the love, the anger, the fun, the monotony... i dont think im gona be bored of all these anytime soon.
having said that, im hooked onto owl city because it makes me feel so happy (:
i wonder how is the other half of this blog doing, she *ahem fran* seems to have disappeared.
update soon babe, i miss you thhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
i've just survived through one of my worst week ever (think pms, 5 assignments due, 1 wedding & 1 21st party).
that was only the 3rd week of school and this trimester must be the craziest one we ever had.
assignments after assignments, deadlines after deadlines.
the only people i meet are schoolmates, family and zx goodness.
anw im blogging cause i finally have internet connection, a stable one.
much drama had happened at home and im too lazy to start ranting again.
these few weeks have been jam-packed with assignments, obligations and movie reviews.
and this is why i cant wait for my holiday to turkey at the end of this year omg omg omg!
school may be tough, relationships may be jeopardised, but im still hanging there.
at the very least, even if everything is screwed up, i still have my clothes to keep me company.
if anybody wants to get me a bday present, either get me a new & BIG wardrobe, or just help me sell my clothes away.
im sick of looking at the huge ass luggage and DFS bags of clothes on the floor, hiding below my table.
and its irritating to not be able to move my hangers freely in my closet, without accidentally ruining my vulnerable clothes or breaking the stupid hangers.
and yes im really tired of organising them every other wk so i can fit my clothes in, such as hanging 2 dresses on 1 hanger or even hanging all my jackets onto 2 hangers.
i think my brother is super annoyed with me for putting my jackets and blazers in his closet.
but i love each and every of my clothes too much to give them away, they're like a part of me, remmants of my past and experience.
you might have worn this particular dress for your first date, this blazer for your first interview.. each and every fabric contains a unique memory of you, it might even smell like you or the place that you have been too.
okay i seriously think i need to attend shoppaholic classes and learn.to.curb.my.shopping.desires.
anw, i finally met the rest of bitch club ytd and we did our catching up as usual.
its scary how everybody are taking different paths in life now; what would we be like in 5 years time?
maybe mat would be in australia unwilling to come back, ling married to her rich man who loves her, zihui the independent power woman, yj setting up a doll shop, jin working hard in the corporate world.
what about me?
would i be in my magazine industry writing columns after columns?
in the pr world devising strategies and plans *eww eww eww*?
would i finally relent and decide to work for my mum?
or would i finally be able to relinquish the happily-ever-after dream of opening my personal cafe shophouse?
i really dont know.
while everybody have this specific goal and are working slowly towards it, i feel like im stuck on the road gathering flowers along the way.
perhaps its not a bad idea to build up my portfolio till i find a suitable job and brush up annoying skills in ps, dw, excel, access etc.
mat asked me this question ytd: "omg zhao how can you stand being together with somebody for so long? wouldnt you feel bored?"
frankly speaking, i was surprised with myself because i didnt even take a sec to think and replied her: "nope, im happy with zx. im very used to him being around."
a 4year relationship, watching each other grow (esp zx in mentality and size hahahah), fighting with each other, doing almost every other thing together. yeah, im definitely not bored of it.
simply because, every day i wake up, it feels like a brand new day to me. everytime we meet, whether happy or not, it feels like a whole new relationship to me. even if i know he's such a blockhead at times, i'll still try to drop subtle hints here and there. and even if i know he might not get it, i cant resist using the chance to start chiding him :D
i may not be the best gf around, but i definitely sense the effort he has put into the relationship. i used to hate all the light pecks he places on my forehead because its kinda embarrassing, but im learning to appreciate them now (:
all the petty fights, the love, the anger, the fun, the monotony... i dont think im gona be bored of all these anytime soon.
having said that, im hooked onto owl city because it makes me feel so happy (:
i wonder how is the other half of this blog doing, she *ahem fran* seems to have disappeared.
update soon babe, i miss you thhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
hahahha.. I MISS YOU A LOT A LOT TOOO!!! so sorry i seem to have vanished :(
(Anonymous)
jin
nice long post zhao =) haha didnt noe bitch club met up. had a gd time catching up? i miss u lot so much!!
hope ure doing gd and talk to ya soon! =)
Re: jin
like totally forgot about pictures, we just kept talking haha
yeah i miss you too, hope you're coping well (:(: